Life is Good...

Life is good. I feel great, then again it is an in between week so I should feel wonderful! I have been busing myself around Orlando before I start classes next week! I can honestly say I am looking forward to this semester beginning. I was talking with a friend about how I wish I was still able to graduate in December and the told me "Ashlee, you have been given the gift of time, what's the rush?" She is right, I need to focus on healing right now.

So, how is my healing going? Well, I think pretty well. A few weeks ago I was in a rough patch with how I felt with the cancer, with my friends, family everything; but I know there is beauty in the breakdown, I have grown since my rough patch. I also began reflecting on the idea of suffering. I've been praying and meditating and considering people who have less support then I do in my life- I've deduced that I could be suffering more. I am learning daily how fortunate I truly am to have a great doctor and health insurance- I pray for those who do not have this luxury.

Overall, my life has been pretty uneventful for the past week or so- I apologize for not posting but I didn't have much to say. I mean I could have but who wants to hear about me cleaning my apartment and going to lunches with friend... on that note I am going to make a disclaimer notice here and now... I do not have a taste for anything really anymore or if I do I am very vocal about it... if you are going to enjoy a meal with me I give you full permission to tell me where we are going to eat. I am OK with anything that has calories and isn't dirt! :) 

Thank you as always for checking in with me. I am very lucky to have so much support and love in my life right now. I promise I will post sooner then later... I have treatment Thursday so it is inevitable. Have a great week and enjoy the Olympics- I wish they were more often! I like watching these sports sometimes more then the common yearly ones! 

Thankfully Yours,

Ashlee